Too Intense

written and illustrated by Shayli Vere

As a Projector, one of my big lessons is about my understanding and controlling my big energy and Intensity. Like a swirling out of control fire hose, I had to learn how to be around others with my Projector Energetic Design without drowning us all in it’s wake.

Not being seen or listened to, for a Projector especially, is pure hell. We are in the White Room yelling to be seen but are not seen. We may be thought of as a bit nuts if we speak up all the time without that invitation. Our intensity flares up and out all over the place, affecting the air in the room and the emotions of maybe all around us. In our intense need and purpose to share our way of seeing, can push us to be too much. We actually repel the people and events we are desperately trying to create or support. Been there.

It is a tough go. I am going on 60 and think I understand a bit of the path now. I think I understand the importance of my trying to assist younger projectors. I have already attracted other projectors and people that will listen but I stepped away. It wasn’t time, I wasn’t ready, well, I guess here we are, I maybe understand enough about being a Projector walking on this earth to help guide other projectors. HEAR ME! kidding, no really come on.

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I worked for many years, with my own meditations, PROJECTOR ONES! who knew, not me, until now. I am a Creative Truth Speaker, A Grandmother and a wayshower like my friend Hekate. SO Projector’s My torch is lit. Ask me anything. I literally am here for you.

We can be an oracle, but we can also be easily manipulated, as our open centers seek connection and we can be programmed. We must have discernment. We must learn how to control and read our energy, I use stillness and contemplation and will certainly share that here for all of us.

After a dark childhood, like many projectors, many dark night of the soul experiences, many strange hurtful comments, I pretty much learned to keep to myself. As a 3/5, I tried again and again with many different approaches in business, always trying to share and speak, I created spaces for people to come to me, but again and again, my wellness and energy just couldn’t keep up with a Generator World and business models. I explored so many different self help approaches, not realizing that they weren’t speaking to me. Everything was wrong for me and my experience was no would listen, which makes us speak up too much, then, it is too intense again. It is not fun.

So here we are, at the right time. It HAS to be time, because we need to be ready for the ongoing change happening to the earth and its creatures, physical and the No Body’s. I created THIS space, because I want to speak with other Projector’s about our crazy energy. I need to speak to you.

I started the Projector’s Realm with this in mind. I want to carve out a space for us Projectors, guides for the new time.

I really enjoy structures and creating spaces with my energy. Human design, astrology and Oracle Cards all speak to me. I also connect with the Blue Ray of Consciousness and share creativity and expression for our collective enlightenment. I will share my creations and contemplations for our communities empowerment.

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Love Shayli

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